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Congrats! I'm glad you're girlfriend is meeting you this summer! I'm doing the same with mine and flying out to Virginia, which isn't nearly as far or as bad, but I can't wait to see her too!

Congrats!

Didn't read a single post in this topic but based on the way you keep saying IT'S KILLING ME I would say it's probably best if you DON'T see her because you have some serious dependency issues. Relationships should not be THAT big a part of your life. Especially long distance ones.

tl;dr: he/she isn't dependant on her, he/she just misses her.