at a crossroads.

[color="#000080"] Well, this clearly sucks man. I don't really know what to say. Your situation is so delicate that my position will be worthless even if you considerate it.

Living in Israel must be tough as f'uck, so I'd recommend you to try and get a scholarship at the States and get the f'uck outta there. Middle east is such a convoluted area that you should flee and never come back anymore.

That's what I get from the news though. [/color]

living in israel isn't SO different from the u.s, theres just some areas its best not to go if you don't want to get shot, theres no slurpies or gamers , people are all racists, majority is religious and inorder to get employed in 90% of places you must have served in the army. and some other things. my main problem is the language. whilst I can speak hebrew fluently I cannot express myself like I do in english or to the same degree and I barley read/write hebrew with 10 tons of mistakes.

and also to Swerve I don't have good grades due to my lack of understanding of their language and I got a short/long term memory problem . I'm not planning to go to an extremely expensive college, maybe somthing that costs in the area of $10k/year , if its around that then making around $3000 a month I should be able to get along just fine in a dorm with cheap rent.

anyways. the problem is getting out of the army. I can't really go to the states without a dollar in my pocket. i'd need to get accepted to a college first then do the math and see If I can sustain myself there.