2010-06-08, 10:44 PM
I'm going through really tough times. I got scammed out of a $7,000 investment and my mom wants me to go to court. I'm in the middle of an onslaught as I've been screwed over by three different parties. It's so bad that I can hardly focus on my studies. I just failed a major quiz that accounts for 20% of my grade. I'm very stressed and always dealing with people angry at me over this crap. I'm taking it out on the board by being more of a jerk than usual. When this blows over, I'm probably going to be too traumatized to take anymore initiatives. My mom has made it her life mission to tell her what a loser I am, how I have no real friends in real life, and how I'm too much of a prick to find people who would like me. My mother has graciously told me that this is why I got screwed over by my roommates. She goes through misleading cycles where she states that it's okay for me to deal with getting screwed over. But then she suddenly bursts in my face and tells me to grow some balls. It's honestly annoying. The only time I have to myself is from 11pm - 9am. The rest of my life is constant hell.
My roommates who screwed me over are avoiding me and are not speaking to me. It is clear that they are conspiring together as the only response I have gotten has referred to them as a collective whole. My mom has been writing all my email responses and pretending that it's me. Simply because I just want this whole thing to be over with. I'm very stretched out on this issue as I'm angry at myself, my roommates, my mother, and the landlord. I drafted a rant on it, but it was three pages on a word document. I am pretty sure that none of you would find it entertaining. My rants are for your enjoyment. Not for mine. The situation I'm in right now cannot be painted up or simplified in a philosophical fashion. I am in such deep bullshit that it's impossible to adorn it with flowers and pretend that it's pretty or interesting. I'm being an ass because I can't scream at any of these mother fuckers. Hence you are getting a piece of my anger and are important for me to maintain my sanity.
My roommates who screwed me over are avoiding me and are not speaking to me. It is clear that they are conspiring together as the only response I have gotten has referred to them as a collective whole. My mom has been writing all my email responses and pretending that it's me. Simply because I just want this whole thing to be over with. I'm very stretched out on this issue as I'm angry at myself, my roommates, my mother, and the landlord. I drafted a rant on it, but it was three pages on a word document. I am pretty sure that none of you would find it entertaining. My rants are for your enjoyment. Not for mine. The situation I'm in right now cannot be painted up or simplified in a philosophical fashion. I am in such deep bullshit that it's impossible to adorn it with flowers and pretend that it's pretty or interesting. I'm being an ass because I can't scream at any of these mother fuckers. Hence you are getting a piece of my anger and are important for me to maintain my sanity.