Girls

Im guessing he likes the feeling of touching a warm blooded animal.

Yes

yo dude, are you for real? I'm trying real hard to take you seriously, and from what I understand, you're contemplating suicide because some broad wouldn't put out. Snuggle? Be "neer" somebody? First of all, no high school chick is gonna want to suffer sitting through a 90-minute movie with a guy that's paranoid with the thought of everybody in the world hating him, and if you by some miracle find a female friend in your current state, they're not going to want to SNUGGLE N CUDDLE~ they're gonna want to see if you're through with puberty, because most fifteen-year-olds aren't.

Stop worrying about getting a girlfriend and ask for a fleshlight for Christmas. Set your priorities straight, because not having a girlfriend shouldn't result in eternal loneliness. Sorry if this sounds a little too blunt, but it sounds like you're lacking some real life pals to help you out with your relationship issues. I may be wrong; there's nothing unusual about asking an online community about relationship advice, seeing how it's a lot easier to talk to people that you don't really know over the internet, but all this SO RONERY talk isn't healthy.

I only wanted to kill my self when I didn't have a gf when I was with her I felt happy.