2009-10-11, 08:51 AM
You have a depression problem, I think. You could always try talking to a Psychologist/Psychiatrist (whichever one is the correct one here..), that and every single human being has thoughts like this before, as Quantact stated. As for life, just go out with a bang and have fun like everyone else.
One person once told me "If life was easy, it wouldn't be an adventure.", and I agree. I too have emotional problems, regarding break-ups, or how I think my own life is crap. But when I look at the life of others, I realize I don't have it as bad as I think I do, and I sort of smile. However, in knowing this, I try to make other's lives better by doing things for them so that they too can smile.
I learned how to smile a lot recently, and I guess it is partly due to my ex that helped me. I really do owe her a lot for that, though we may have broke-up, I don't have any regrets about my choices or my reactions.
As for you, don't think too much into things. Life is full of adventures, there are things that will never be solved by the human mind, such as religion. Or what it REALLY is like after death, you won't know these things for sure, so don't think too much of it. Otherwise, it'll just make you feel worse. That's my 2 cents for you.
EDIT: I see you admitted that you typed in pink, and not 'puce', as you originally deemed it to be. -cynically wide grin-
One person once told me "If life was easy, it wouldn't be an adventure.", and I agree. I too have emotional problems, regarding break-ups, or how I think my own life is crap. But when I look at the life of others, I realize I don't have it as bad as I think I do, and I sort of smile. However, in knowing this, I try to make other's lives better by doing things for them so that they too can smile.
I learned how to smile a lot recently, and I guess it is partly due to my ex that helped me. I really do owe her a lot for that, though we may have broke-up, I don't have any regrets about my choices or my reactions.
As for you, don't think too much into things. Life is full of adventures, there are things that will never be solved by the human mind, such as religion. Or what it REALLY is like after death, you won't know these things for sure, so don't think too much of it. Otherwise, it'll just make you feel worse. That's my 2 cents for you.
EDIT: I see you admitted that you typed in pink, and not 'puce', as you originally deemed it to be. -cynically wide grin-