[color="#cc8899"]I think I'm good now, just got hit by a massive wave of depression. No idea where it came from, but I went and sat underneath a blanket for a bit and relaxed. This happens occasionally for me, I tend to bottle things up a lot, and I break down occasionally because of it. I kindof worked myself up realizing I've done nothing even remotely noteworthy with my life, and I don't want to just...disappear if something were to happen to me.
@ Above, no, it wasn't a girl, it was just...
well, honestly, I was thinking of the guy who voiced Mickey Mouse dying lately (I never saw this in the news, so it shocked the hell out of me when I found out today that he died a few months ago) and how much he'll be missed (and is), and the legacy he's left behind for kids and adults alike, the memories, the smiles...and I've done nothing. My closest friends are people I've never met and likely never will, I'm in an extremely large and dense city, yet feel completely alone, etc. It just hit me all at once that, chances are, nobody but my immediate family would really miss me if anything happened to me.[/COLOR]
@ Above, no, it wasn't a girl, it was just...
well, honestly, I was thinking of the guy who voiced Mickey Mouse dying lately (I never saw this in the news, so it shocked the hell out of me when I found out today that he died a few months ago) and how much he'll be missed (and is), and the legacy he's left behind for kids and adults alike, the memories, the smiles...and I've done nothing. My closest friends are people I've never met and likely never will, I'm in an extremely large and dense city, yet feel completely alone, etc. It just hit me all at once that, chances are, nobody but my immediate family would really miss me if anything happened to me.[/COLOR]