Random Question 4/26/09

Ehh for some reason I like when disaster happens cuz it brings out the best in people. After Hurricane Wilma my neighbors finally decided to help us out.

For some reason when ever life is normal nothing ever good happens in my life. Anyways along time ago I figured out that my life is worthless to the human population in terms of how I look at it, and since a huge number of the population is flawed, Id rather watch our race as a whole suffer and be reborn into a better race. In fact ID rather have barbaric aliens invade us and kill us all and utilize the earths resources for them because they have achieved greater knowledge than us in terms of space travel so I assume they would have a better understanding of the purpose of life and would use the earths resources better. Im only here because I dont want to bother relearning how to live in the after life/rebirth and Im here to use the world to entertain my self. For some reason I have been denied to good hearing, good eyesight, and the ability to reproduce and satisfy women. When I was a little kid people used to make fun of me for my physical appearance and my hard hearing, they thought my intellect for learning and my spiritual questioning and the fact that I tell my true opinion just too socially unacceptable. The human race too is flawed and according to a large population of the human race, we are all gonna be put to extinction anyways so Id rather not support the madmen that want to win the competition of claiming the earth. With that said Im not here to cause violence to humans because someday we may evolve into something greater, something smarter, something more perfect. But thats not gonna happen in my life time and it wont be my children that will be reaping the benefits. So Im just here to enjoy and watch the horrors and beauty of the world. After all disaster does bring out the best in people.

With that said Im just here to enjoy what I can and watch stuff happens.

So with that said if the swine flu happened in only like 2 or 3 people that it happens to every year, it wont make my life any more entertaining or bring out the good of people. So let it evolve into an actual disaster and let it bring out the best genes and the best people out so live to see their actions and their good and one day regain hope for the humans.

*sheds tear

so human suffering is worth it as long as people are sympathetic afterwards and you get a day or two off from school? you have a lot of growing up to do. tragedy causes nothing but more tragedy.