2014-02-24, 03:21 PM
OHAI GUYS. It's been a few months since I've been here. SO HI.
So basically. I've been talking with a lovely boy from Calgary the past 3 or so months. We really hit it off, and I actually went up to go visit him from February 14th-23rd. I just returned home.
Anyways, we got along just as great in person as we did on Skype every night, and it was fantastic. About five days into the trip, however, he admitted that on our first kiss (Which was a drunken kiss in -7 degree weather in the middle of a dark alley in downtown Calgary) he felt no 'sparks' or 'fireworks'. Which, he was right. There were none. Instead, I felt a sense of comfort, safety, and familiarity. And just boys are confusing. The sexual tension the days that followed absolutely awful and we still gave in every time. We're still in the determining stage of what we are. He's just slightly afraid of doing a distance thing, on the grounds of 'no sparks and no fireworks means there can't be a relationship'.
So basically. I've been talking with a lovely boy from Calgary the past 3 or so months. We really hit it off, and I actually went up to go visit him from February 14th-23rd. I just returned home.
Anyways, we got along just as great in person as we did on Skype every night, and it was fantastic. About five days into the trip, however, he admitted that on our first kiss (Which was a drunken kiss in -7 degree weather in the middle of a dark alley in downtown Calgary) he felt no 'sparks' or 'fireworks'. Which, he was right. There were none. Instead, I felt a sense of comfort, safety, and familiarity. And just boys are confusing. The sexual tension the days that followed absolutely awful and we still gave in every time. We're still in the determining stage of what we are. He's just slightly afraid of doing a distance thing, on the grounds of 'no sparks and no fireworks means there can't be a relationship'.