2013-04-12, 01:31 PM
Starting to panic about going back to University life tomorrow. this entire semester has been a big flop for me. Even though seemingly the first year doesn't matter, and my friend who is nearing the end of his second year said that the second semester is the one where everybody slacks off, I still feel shoddy because I haven't done much. My attendance is sucky and my work is either lazy or non-existent.
My motivation has just vanished, and I hate it. being at home has been nice, but now I have to go back. I'm determined to try harder, but i've already missed so much this semester that there doesn't seem to be much of a point.
I'm disappointed in myself. but can't find it in me to be motivated about anything. I'm stressed about the things I need to do, stressed about the things which I haven't done and i'm getting no respite from anything. I'm not sure what I need to do to get out of the sinkhole i'm stuck in at the moment.
My motivation has just vanished, and I hate it. being at home has been nice, but now I have to go back. I'm determined to try harder, but i've already missed so much this semester that there doesn't seem to be much of a point.
I'm disappointed in myself. but can't find it in me to be motivated about anything. I'm stressed about the things I need to do, stressed about the things which I haven't done and i'm getting no respite from anything. I'm not sure what I need to do to get out of the sinkhole i'm stuck in at the moment.